I'm Back !!!

Hari ini diputuskan kalo aku kembali. yeah...I'm Back. setelah sekian lama gag ada liat blog ini apa lagi posting, hehehe :) Alhamdulillah tanggal 12-juni-2012 kemaren udah selesai seminar Tugas Akhir, dan... jeng...jeng..jeng... nishu dinyatakan lulus oleh Pak Zainul selaku Ketua Sidang (Ketua Jurusan Teknologi Informasi),yeyeyeyeye...!!! nah setelah melewati semuanya akhirnya nishu memutuskan untuk kembali beraktifitas di dunia perblogan...kekeke. selama break gag tau berapa lama soalnya malas ngitung, nishu melalukan dan menemukan banyak hal baru yang pengen ditulis tapi karena malas nulis di buku jadi nggak ditulis jadinya. owy... pada demam korea yah ??!!! kekeke nishu juga udah lama kena demam dari SMK dulu... eheheh tapi sekarang demamnya kalo menurut nishu sich agak berlebihan gimana gitu... terutama pada muncul BB ma GB yang pada bergaya ala korea gitu bukannya gag suka sich cuma akan lebih baik kalo mereka bawa gaya mereka sendiri kan ?! karena lagi kebahas korea, nishu nulis ini sambil dengerin lagunya BtoB BB korea yang katanya baru debut (denger dari temen) yang "Father"...hikshikshiks liriknya His lonely back seemed so unfamiliar I just watched him as he walked along And tears just formed so I just cried Because I hated myself for not knowing all this time Because he always pretended to be calm and smiled Because he always pretended to be strong in front of me I didn’t even think of it, I thought I would never see it So I didn’t know about his lonely back I didn’t know back then, I was too young You must have been lonelier than anyone else but I didn’t approach you Now I finally know, I hope it’s not too late These are the words I wanted to say so much, I love you forever My father After watching him for a long time I ran to him and just hugged him I wanted to just cry, I wanted to cry in his arms Because my gratitude toward you was so sad I didn’t know back then, I was too young You must have been lonelier than anyone else but I didn’t approach you Now I finally know, I hope it’s not too late These are the words I wanted to say so much, I love you forever My father You pretend to feel better after letting out a deep sigh I can see your invisible tears You don’t cry over your scarred heart with the painful wounds I made those scars but why do I keep blaming you? And your eyes showed you were tired But you hid it, such a liar Now I will embrace you, you can lean on me And your eyes showed you were tired But you hid it such a liar You are forever a high sky to me Your beaten hands, your wrinkled eyes Your lonely back – I’m not used to any of those Maybe that’s why I was like that, that’s why I hurt you Even your turned back seems like baggage that I left behind I haven’t done anything for you, I haven’t given anything to you but These are the words I wanted to say so much, I love you forever My father pengen dech rasany meluk Bapak kayak anak-anak laiin yang dengan gampangnya meluk bapak mereka. sebenernya hubungan nishu ma bapak enggak ada kenapa-kenapa kalo dilihat hubungan kita itu aneh, kalo soal saling ngolok kita pas banget tapi nishu gag pernah satu kalipun meluk bapak atau bapak yang meluk nishu. kita gag biasa untuk ngelakuin hal kayak gitu jangankan ma bapak ma ibu juga kayak gitu. huhuhu...kadang mikir sendiri senengnya kalo bisa jalan bareng keluarga trus megang tangan bapak ma ibu... kekekeke ngembayanginnya ajah udah senyum-senyum sendiri :):):) kalo dipikir-pikir keluarga ku itu gag pernah nunjukin kasih sayangnya lewat pelukan atau apalah itu...bapak ma ibu juga gag pernah muji anaknya... tapi alhamdulillah dengan mereka begitu bikin anak-anaknya gag sombong... hehehe muji diri sendiri !!. post hari pembukaan hari ini cukup sampai disini...hehehe kalo inetnya gag lelet bakalan update soon dah...:x